The Lemon Tree

The place where I sometimes post art or bites of interest, but mostly I just ignore the hell out of it. :)

Hi. I'm Syrie. Or Khiarhu, depending.


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sl-0th:

i think i pwnd dis mutha fuqer

Agreed.  And thank you sl-0th. I’m not severely autistic, hell - most people in my life don’t actually know that I am because of how well I function….now. But I am and always have been and it’s made a huge impact on my life - and when I was younger it was so bad that I not only wanted to die, but tried, several times, to end my life between the ages of 4 and 14.  People like the bastard above made my life godawful horrible and painful…even my own family could be lumped in with “him” because they just…couldn’t and didn’t want to take the time to understand things from MY perspective.  
I still have a hard time with things and autism flavors every day of my life. Those that know me might wonder why I “poof” for long periods of time for seemingly no reason — it’s because I’m “full up”. I have to hide because there’s waaay too much coming at me all at once. It’s hard for me to have more than 2 or 3 IM windows. How do you pick who you talk to? Without making oneself feel like a shitheel for ignoring the other people that want to talk to you?  OR that you want to talk to but just CAN’T?
I do have the ultimate blessing in life of having AMAZING friends that understand me, even without knowing I’m autistic to ANY degree…they love and understand and just…shower me with what I need - or pull back and let me alone when I need that too.  I’d be dead if not for friends like the ones I’ve got. I love ya’ll more than words can express. IT’s unfair Joshua’s going through life without them…but I can hope that he’ll end up with friends as wonderful as mine are, someday.
And…I…don’t care if the kid is 10, I will be his friend. Hey Joshua, you’re not alone!

sl-0th:

i think i pwnd dis mutha fuqer

Agreed.  And thank you sl-0th. I’m not severely autistic, hell - most people in my life don’t actually know that I am because of how well I function….now. But I am and always have been and it’s made a huge impact on my life - and when I was younger it was so bad that I not only wanted to die, but tried, several times, to end my life between the ages of 4 and 14.  People like the bastard above made my life godawful horrible and painful…even my own family could be lumped in with “him” because they just…couldn’t and didn’t want to take the time to understand things from MY perspective.  

I still have a hard time with things and autism flavors every day of my life. Those that know me might wonder why I “poof” for long periods of time for seemingly no reason — it’s because I’m “full up”. I have to hide because there’s waaay too much coming at me all at once. It’s hard for me to have more than 2 or 3 IM windows. How do you pick who you talk to? Without making oneself feel like a shitheel for ignoring the other people that want to talk to you?  OR that you want to talk to but just CAN’T?

I do have the ultimate blessing in life of having AMAZING friends that understand me, even without knowing I’m autistic to ANY degree…they love and understand and just…shower me with what I need - or pull back and let me alone when I need that too.  I’d be dead if not for friends like the ones I’ve got. I love ya’ll more than words can express. IT’s unfair Joshua’s going through life without them…but I can hope that he’ll end up with friends as wonderful as mine are, someday.

And…I…don’t care if the kid is 10, I will be his friend. Hey Joshua, you’re not alone!

(Source: bl-eehh)

{UnWinona}: I debated whether or not to share this story.

unwinona:

And then I debated whether or not to put it on Tumblr…but I decided it was important. Because in my own way, I can (unfortunately) point out exactly what is wrong with men when they don’t realize how hard it is to be a woman. How we do not have equal opportunities and freedoms in everyday life….

Things like this make me sick, make me want to see the world burn. It’s ridiculous that women are abused simply because a guy feels like it.  It’s not okay and never will be. 

Uploading as a uh..reference for something. :3 NOT BY ME.

Uploading as a uh..reference for something. :3 NOT BY ME.

magweno:

Sneaky peeky…

!!!!!!!!!!akjlsdjflkasdjflkasdjflksd Keyboard flailing forever! My Yu-Puppy!!! Eeeee~~~

Oh Tumblr….

Or otherwise titled: How I feel when I open Tumblr/my dash:

WHAT THE HELL IS ALL OF THIS!? WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE!?!?! AND WHY IS—oh hey, new monsterchick~ :DDDDD

—WAIT NO BACK TO WONDERING WHAT THE FLYING FUCK I’M SEEING HE—-Hey RDJ, damn fine Iron Man suit ya got going thar… *scroll scroll scroll* oh damn, that post is from a psychotic, rabid fangirl that thinks Bob-O will dump his SOULMATE for their 18y/o lame-ass. GOD I HATE FANGIRLS. AND FANDOMS. AND LIFE. AND THE INTERNET FUUUCK.

….

…And then I ragequit that tab and do stuff that makes any sort of difference in my life. Until the next day when the process starts over again. *facepalm*

…But seriously. Who the fuck ARE you guys? O_o;; 

(Source: seriouslygaizwtf)

Removing ENDLESS REBLOGS BUT OMFG. YES. THANK YOU DUDE. I’ve done this a time or two and TOTALLY FORGOT. FUCK MY BRAIN.

(via stolenvampires)

All this was done for the 2012 Aywas.com Scavenger hunt. I did most of the Tarot deck in real-media. Comrade did some of the Major Arcana but was unable to finish. I sketched out the High Priestess and the Empress in the last 6 minutes and just barely got them uploaded to count. Oi.

ashentongue asked: JEEE-EEEEE-EEEEEE-eeeeee-nnnnnn-nnnn! Guess who. >_>

OH GOD NOOOOOO, ITS THAT CRAZY GIRL FROM THAT CRAZY PLACE!!  (And I don’t mean Brooklyn - though they have WEIRD WERDZ THERE TOO ;D)  kekekeke, BBIAB— I am playing Dr. Nurse-person to a sick wife…and it’s real slow ‘cause I’M GIMP. *flail*

The Fray

—Maps (Bonus Track)

invisibletardis:

maps (cover) - the fray

fajsdlfkjasdlk FUCK I NEED THIS SONG. SO HARD. *wibbles*  I still prefer the Yeah Yeah Yeahs version, but come ON — the Fray doing Maps!?!?!?!

(Source: koriandr, via gatsbees)